So, if you were looking for your family that you imagine is White or Chinese or.....Viking while you spend time with someone who went to their church as a kid, what would you want them to see when they show up or hear about how you are treating their young Sunday School attendee who is all grown up just like you or should you find someone else who will make you just perfectly acceptable to them; just perfectly acceptable? Maybe you should be yourself. You are over 40 years old! You know that no one cares about your drug addiction at 40 and your experience with abandonment that you blame for who you are but there are people who lost toes and who have cuts. Who has not had an experience with abandonment? So, Don't please those parents. Please who you say you are. What excuse do you have and whose favor do you want? The question is not who they are but who you are. Maybe they are watching and only want you to honor them in their absence without resentment if you believe they exist soo much. Reject yourself. Marry the Puck from the Shakespeare play or the Beast from Beauty and the Beast where you feel secure with his acne although you left him teb times by now. What about the cop or the architect? Maybe there is a preacher. At your age, you are out of excuses that can be tolerated. Be yourself even if it means you are very hurtful to others while you show kindness to a leaf of grass and preach about it. Remember the stew with that old Black witch's poo in it a four people watched you eat it just before you decided not to take the post office job as she was afraid you would get away; Jillian's grandmother at Mashkinam and Bitterlinton. You continue to do whatever that woman says from the Dutty Bookman camp says after eating her poo at 17 years old while she asks you to tell people to humble themselves and accuse them of exalting themselves. She said to you to be humble and to stay with it and you did not take the post office job. But, you cover whatever the hell you are by preaching about kindness to animals and plants while you hurt people and refuse more opportunities while you toy now with what she wants next for you; defeat with your enemy as your girlfriend for one day and then you will have an argument. This dildo is doused in drano this time! So, Relax. Keep looking for them. It's just hard to show up in a storm of resentment Josephina (See Genesis 48). Now, after you kill one more Christian maybe you will see God and be Paul the Apostle as you tell the world that he exalted himself while the bible told him or her to study to show themselves approved and that persecution would come along with diverse trials and temptations. No matter what you do, God wins!

So, if you were looking for your family that you imagine is White or Chinese or.....Viking while you spend time with someone who went to their church as a kid, what would you want them to see when they show up or hear about how you are treating their young Sunday School attendee who is all grown up just like you or should you find someone else who will make you just perfectly acceptable to them; just perfectly acceptable?  Maybe you should be yourself. You are over 40 years old!   You know that no one cares about your drug addiction at 40  and your experience with abandonment that you blame for who you are but there are people who lost toes and who have cuts.  Who has not had an experience with abandonment?  So, Don't please those parents. Please who you say you are. What excuse do you have and whose favor do you want?    The question is not who they are but who you are.      Maybe they are watching and only want you to honor them in their absence without resentment if you believe they exist soo much. Reject yourself. Marry the Puck from the Shakespeare play or the Beast from Beauty and the Beast where you feel secure with his acne although you left him teb times by now. What about the cop or the architect? Maybe there is a preacher. At your age, you are out of excuses that can be tolerated.      Be yourself even if it means you are very hurtful to others while you show kindness to a leaf of grass and preach about it. Remember the stew with that old Black witch's poo in it a four people watched you eat it just before you decided not to take the post office job as she was afraid you would get away; Jillian's grandmother at Mashkinam and Bitterlinton.   You continue to do whatever that woman  says from the Dutty Bookman camp says after eating her poo at 17 years old while she asks you to tell people to humble themselves and accuse them of exalting themselves.  She said to you to be humble and to stay with it and you did not take the post office job.     But, you cover whatever the hell you are by preaching about kindness to animals and plants while you hurt people and refuse more opportunities while you toy now with what she wants next for you; defeat with your enemy as your girlfriend for one day and then you will have an argument.  This dildo is doused in drano this time! Let the hell from Bitterlinton go.  She does not need you as an heir.  You were just  a footstool.          So,  Relax. Keep looking for them. It's just hard to show up in a storm of resentment Josephina (See Genesis 48).  Now, after you kill one more Christian maybe you will see God and be Paul the Apostle as you tell the world that he exalted himself while the bible told him or her to study to show themselves approved and that persecution would  come along with diverse trials and temptations. No matter what you do, God wins!